Sunday, October 3, 2010

Sobering thoughts (Day 18 of celibacy)

I'm feeling down (but I'm sober)
Definitey depressed (but sober)
Sad, almost tearful (but sober)
Overwhelmed with guilt (but sober)
Ashamed (but sober)
Wishing, more than anything, that I could undo what I did to you (but sober)
Or rather, that I had never done it in the first place (and had stayed sober)
I feel a deep deep loneliness without you (but sober)
I wish I knew what you were thinking (I'm sober)
Or even if you are still thinking about us at all (still sober)
I pray that there may still be a chance for us (with me sober)
And if not, that I will still remain ... sober.

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